queenofhearts

2007-12-18T11:59:00.000-05:00

Moved house, my new address: www.lynniebeanie.wordpress.com

2007-08-02T06:41:00.000-05:00

Please do not be a jerk and fool around w hearts.
Take note it's hearts w an s.
It hurts incase you're unaware.
FOCK!

2007-07-30T08:48:00.000-05:00

The time machine brought me back in time for awhile earlier on.
Thinking back.. I'm definitely much much much much happier w my life now :o)

2007-07-29T00:00:00.000-05:00

Other then last night's delicious food, and handsome Pierre Png, yesterday was a bore.
Today is gonna be a bore as well.
Tsk tsk tsk, this weekend = a bore.

2007-07-28T03:54:00.000-05:00

Yesterday was Freaky Friday! Like FF, like Fredrick the Fcuking Fox.
I bet all of you dont know what I'm talking about.
Haaaa, so forget it I shall not elaborate.
Only we know (:

2007-07-26T02:37:00.001-05:00

Hi to the world! I'm back for good I hope?
Life's been great. Fun and laughters everyday.
Having papers after papers everyday.
Cant wait for it to come to an end. For good too?
Yeah, that is till after the major papers, O' levels!

2007-06-11T01:43:00.000-05:00

Someday...

2007-05-28T19:34:00.000-05:00

Finally.... chinese paper was over.
I felt that the paper was tough unlike others.
Well, just by communicating w me and hearing my spoken chinese alone you'll understand (:
I think I'm gonna be so dead la!
Nevermind! 2nd try, better try!
Plus I've got attractive rewards to be won. (all smiles)

2007-05-26T06:52:00.000-05:00

Time is what I need.

2007-05-23T12:38:00.000-05:00

If my music is too loud. You're too old.
winks to jamsam.

2007-05-20T07:43:00.000-05:00

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN KITMING :o)

2007-05-19T09:47:00.000-05:00

Old school meetup.

Lovely

The geeks!

This is the damn funny shot, and Nathan going "Horny, horny!" at me.

Showoff-ing my photography skills..

SUSHI SUSHI! (Hints)

2007-05-18T01:01:00.000-05:00

Xinyi STILL going crazy w malay language.
Elena thinks that the primary school kids on 307 was coooool. YEAH!
Kengwei: I feel so incomplete.... without my atm card.
Greg acting cute today. (just spoiling his image again)
Haoyi doing that stupid action of eating poo, just makes me wanna laugh.

2007-05-16T02:00:00.000-05:00

Malay language makes Xinyi go round & round. Like a merry-go-round.

I haven't sat on those for the longest time ever.

2007-05-14T08:35:00.000-05:00

Dedicated to Jolene :o)
Sorry I missed it, but still Happy Belated 15th Month w Leslie.

2007-05-13T08:38:00.000-05:00

Sentosa with J on Saturday was sunny and hot.

Imagine us...

at the beach. LOL!
(Sorry, I'm claimed by J a hornyyyyyy girl :p Ahahaaa)

2007-05-09T06:14:00.000-05:00

Days in school were great w the bunch in class, there's no what you call "stress" around in the atmosphere in the classroom at all.
Yay!! Today marks the end of the common tests. Just finished my last paper, physics. No high hopes on passing it, actually no high hopes on passing ANY!
Have already flunked my chem and guess how much I got? 2.5/50. Yaaa, a single digit score. Damn! I missed the actual test and kept running away from the re-test. Just my luck, I forgot to study for it again and my chem teacher caught me! So... had no choice but to sit for the re-test w a blank mind!
Am definitely gonna fail my chinese too. And it's like 2 more weeks to go till chinese o'levels paper. Heard it! O'LEVELS!!! (shouts)

2007-05-08T05:59:00.000-05:00

Sunday Times.
Sagittarius: Momentary discomfort doesn't mean that this relationship isn't working out. In fact, it's just the opposite.A little irritation now means you could rock the boat.

Monday's Straits Times.
Sagittarius: Momentary discomfort does not mean that this relationship is not working - in fact, it is just the opposite. A little irritation now means you two are just trying to find a way to fit into each other's lives. Ride it out.

Scaryyyyy huh. For your info, Boyfriend and I share the same horoscope. Got to admit am sort-of stupid to be doing this. But... on Sunday I had nothing to do at Ah Ma's house so just flipped through the papers and on Mondays we're provided w newspapers in school, so... Haha.

2007-05-07T07:07:00.000-05:00

Currently reading this handbook, Being Happy!
So like everybody who reads this entry will go: HUH??? LYNNE READING ABOUT BEING HAPPY?! Hahaa. Yaaaaaa! Happy girl reads handbook, Being Happy! too okay.
Picked it up from KitMing's bookshelf the other day. She doesn't even know it's her, she hasn't seen it before? So I guess it's her sis's.

HAPPINESS (extracts from the book)

Most people are about as happy as they make up their mind to be. It is not what happens to us in life that determines our happiness so much as the way we react to what happens. The fact remains that we decide how we react in life.

Being happy is not always easy, though. It can be one of the greatest challenges that we face and can sometimes take all the determination, persistence and self-discipline that we can muster. (this I totally agree) Maturity means taking responsibility for our own happiness and choosing to concentrate on what we have got rather then on what we haven't.

We are necessarily in control of our own happiness as we decide the thoughts we think. No one else puts thoughts in our minds. To be happy, we need to concentrate on happy thoughts. How often, though, do we do the opposite? How often do we ignore the compliments that are paid to us yet dwell on unkind words for weeks afterwards? If you allow a bad experience or nasty remark to occupy your mind, you will suffer the consequences. Remember, you are in control of your own mind.

To end...
Being happy can be hard work sometimes. It is like maintaining a nice home - you've got to hang on to your treasures and throw out the garbage. Being happy requires looking for good things One person sees the beautiful view and the other sees the dirty window. One man sees opportunity and the other man sees diaster. You choose what you see and you choose what you think.
"You have your brush and colours. You paint paradise, then in you go" (I love this phrase!)

This part of the book got me thinkingggg & thinkinggg.
Still, I'm Happy Lynnie Beanie :o)

2007-04-15T04:01:00.000-05:00

Somehow... I must do admit, I MISS MY LONG HAIR!! I keep comforting myself, my hair will grow! my hair will grow! Ya, my hair will grow.. in time to come (:

2007-04-08T08:45:00.000-05:00

Ya, Zhihui, it's definitely time for me to blog(: This online journal of mine is sort of rusting and slowly dying off. Life as per normal. School=boring, boring=school. Spending almost everyday till 5.30 in school is such a... waste of my time? O'levels, o'levels, o'levels. Is this what my last year of secondary school life all about? Mug, mugging, muggers?! BULLSHIT!

2007-03-18T20:00:00.000-05:00

I had a fruitful holiday w rangers & boyfriend.
Bang Bang! First was the 3 days 2 nights straight after school on Friday.
Everything would have been perfect if Kitming came on Friday night ):
Then was the weekdays spent at school, shopping, at the library, stayed at home for 2 afternoons as well. Haha.
Wednesday: Happy Birthday MiowLin!!
Thursday: Happy Birthday to Julian's Mom :D
Spent Thursday night at Boyfriend's place.
We woke up the next day and set off to Sentosa w Ahyingg and Saddam, joining, Zhihui, Lyana, Aliff, Elaine, HueiBao and his 4 guy friends. After which, Jam & Kit came to join us too! And everything would have been perfect too if Jol came. There was never a time w 7 of us!! Nevermind! There's definitely always next time(:

2007-02-27T04:23:00.000-05:00

Just sit back and take it easy. Sometimes doing nothing and appreciating it is even more necessary (:

2007-02-23T02:48:00.000-05:00

Because... they smile.
Because... they understand me just by looking at my eyes.
Because... they finish my sentence and know what I like.
Because... they know me better than I know myself.
Because... with them I'm not afraid to be myself.
Because... I can say anything stupid or expose my deepest secrets to them.
Because... everything we do together becomes a memory.
Because... we dont need to do something special to have fun... fun just happens.
Because... I dont need to explain anything... they just know.
Because... they tell me the truth, no matter how much I'd rather not hear it.
Because... they would do anything for me and get me out of trouble.
Because... they make me laugh harder than anyone.
Because... they are not afraid to put themselves on the line for me.
Because... I can trust them.
Because... they believe in my dreams, no matter how silly they may seem.
Because... they dry my tears.
Because... I'm good enough when I'm with them.
Because... they love me for who I really am.

And they are my greatest girlfriend rangers (:

2007-02-21T05:22:00.000-05:00

The cny holidays are over. Like.. argh! So fast!! I'm a good girl, since I got no luck, I didn't want to gamble my money away (: Was counting all my hongbao money just now, whoo, total up to quite some amount but I doubt I'll be able to keep and spend all. Nvermind la! When I've too much money, it's either gonna be gone in a super fast rate or there's nowhere to spend it on. Keeping it safe in my bank account and to be use worthwhile in the near future would be a better choice? (just trying to comfort myself. haha.)
Well.. this also sort-of mark the start of my b-a-t-t-l-e. I keep procasinating. It's time to catch up with all the work that's due longgg time ago. Just have to constantly remind myself "O'levels this year Lynne!" And to all the people in the world, cut the naggings la! I know! I know!

2007-02-18T00:53:00.000-05:00

Happy New Year, Pull your Ear!!

2007-02-14T23:40:00.000-05:00

Best Valentines' Day Ever!! with Boyfriend. Look what he surprised me with ...

Thanks for the lovely roses, Love (: Thanks for the surprise, Thanks for popping out of my cupboard! Thanks for everything!! I'm v. touched. & I Love You!

Dont Peek!!

2007-02-11T19:53:00.000-05:00

Happy 1 Year Anniversary to Jolene & Leslie! Yays!! :D
May the both of you stay loving and sweet for all the years to come eh.

2007-02-10T00:50:00.000-05:00

Why not loosen up alittle bit, take things as it is, getting use is the key. No matter what I do, some things just cant be changed. Facing the fact is a much better way (even though it still suck)
:Never make someone your priority when you're only their option (:
It's definitely not worth it!!

2007-01-14T13:58:00.000-05:00

It took me a long time to understand the difference between a present and a gift. For years, I thought of the two as the same thing.

I grew up in a household where presents marked special occasions. There was always a beribboned box for each of us under the tree at Christmas or at our place at the table on our birthdays.

Additionally, Dad always gave Mom something each Valentine's Day and anniversary - cards, a box of chocolates, some tokens, eagerly offered. He loved to shop and would carefully plan his excursions to find just the right thing - a sweater in "her colour", a velvet skirt for Christmas, some flattering expansion of her wardrode.

I often accompanied him on these shopping expeditions. His joy in the hunt was infectious, proof of the pleasure of giving and of his love for her. I came to see these presents as the desirable norm, then tangible expression of a husband's devotion, their absense a visible lack.

So when I married a man who did not give presents on a regular basis, it was an adjustment. I wrestled with my ingrained expectations. Gary did not wholly eschew gift-giving. Sometimes he would return from sea armed with a brown paper bag inside of which was something he had found that reminded him of me - a meat cleaver on our first Christmas, a paring knife on our fifth.

Once, in a acknowledgement of how many hours I spend on the telephone - for both work and pleasure - he bought home a shoulder pad for the telephone reciever. But mostly, he ignored holidays, refusing to shop for a thing to present to me as a sign of his affection.

I could not reconcile this present-less marriage with the one I grown up observing. I tired to change him by example. I knitted him sweater, socks, hats and gloves for Christmas; made him shirts; and bought books for his birthdays. He appreciated the caring these gifts represented, but refused to reciprocate in kind.

I dropped hints, they fell on deaf ears. I pouted, complained, explained, ranted. Nothing changed.

I began to tell him what I wanted, giving specific instructions. When Gary left for the local audition one Saturday (my birthday, as it happened), I asked him to find me a piece of jewellary, a bracelet or diamond earrings, as a birthday gift. He came home with a road scraper. I was stunned that he had missed the mark by so much. He attached the rusted blade to the back of the anicent tractor, then enthusiastically showed me how to use it, oblivious to the fact that I was not grateful.

But when the blizzard hit later the year and he was at sea, I used the road scraper to plow out both our drive and our neighbour's, thinking, as I rumbled along, how useless earrings would have been. Gary had wisely chosen not the thing that I wanted, but the thing that he knew I would need.

It was then that I finally realised that he had been giving me gifts all along. He would not be cajoled or coerced into handing over a scheduled token, an arbitrary tax in his affections. But the gestures, large or small, born of his caring and concern for me, for our children and for our lives together were the gifts that he gave daily.

His teaching me to manage my own earnings was a means of ensuring my capability and independence, a gift that bore other fruits when I used it to help my father sort out his tangled affairs.

Gary encourages my work, makes obvious his pleasure in our time together, willingly cooks, runs errands, does laundry, vacuums and chauffeurs the children - gifts to the whole family and an expression of our partnership.

The day before he leaves for sea, he stacks a month's worth of firewood against the chimney outside my office, and a week's worth inside, a labor of time and effort that frees me of a disliked, time-consuming, but absolutely necessary chore.

We struggle to teach others how to love us. In that struggle, we often forget how to appreciate the love they already give us as only they can give it. There are two parts to a gift - the giving and the accepting. Neither can be dictated.

I finally began to understand the difference between a present and a gift. A present is a thing. But a gift is broader and often intangible. It is a small act of kindness, the willingness to bend to another's needs, the sacrifice of time and effort. Love is a gift. Any expression of it, freely given, is an offering from the heart that is immeasurably better then a present.

My insistence on presents must have seemed to Gary a lack of appreciation for the gifts he had been giving all along, but he never stopped giving them.

Gary will be home this Christmas, but I don't expect a present. I already have the greatest gift.

This is from a book Im currently reading. It's great. Okay... some people might find it emo, but I dont care!

& this is dedicated to Jolene Mok Wen Yian and to all my rangersss!

2007-01-03T22:01:00.000-05:00

Happy-End-Of-Holiday to all!
& BOOOO TO ZHIHUI ;P

2007-01-01T02:10:00.000-05:00

Wishing everyone, a Prosperous and Happy New 2007 Year!!!

It's time to say Bye Bye to 2006 be it a goood or bad year okayyy &
Let's Welcome the New 2007 Year :D

Hey! I missed blogging on Xmas, but I definitely wont miss out this one!! Haha.

Well... 2006 was a fairly good year for me. I cant say things went perfectly well for me, cant say that it was totally ruined either. I would like to thank all those who were with me during good and bad times, Girlfriend Rangers: Zhihui, Kitming, Jolene, Jamuna, Weiying and Lyana, Julian, Friends and my Family. I really appreciate everything, esp. to ever-so-crazyy Girlfriend Rangers. Thanks for everything, all the fun, joy, happiness, tears we shared together. Definitely not forgetting my world-class boyfriend, Julian Chan Zhi Yu, thanks for all the LOVE you gave. Life was wonderful with you, it still is, I want you to know it will always be wonderful with you by my side.

Shit! Am I getting long-winded or what? I think thats all? Hmmm...
Not done yet la!

My mother wanted me and my brother to write an essay titled "My New Year Resolutions" just now okayyyy.
Well.. it was then that I started to think. "Lynne, have you got any New Year Resolutions??"
I dont think so?? Maybe when I really think of resolutions the year will come to an end already. Hahaha. Still, I wish for a good year ahead, a better 2007.
With a good start in my New 2007 Year, I hope that it will end with a good ending too (:

2006-12-23T07:57:00.000-05:00

Happy 5th Month together (:

2006-12-22T10:00:00.000-05:00

Happy Happy Day Out with Julian today(: Watched night of the museum with him & I'm going to rate it 5.5/5 stars?! It's damn worth it to watch okay!! Nice movie.

And! Miowlin is back after her 1 month holiday. Whoooo! I miss her big time!!!

I miss Li Kitming!!!! Noone to go shopping with me, noone call me to chitchat, noone to make me laugh, noone for me to joke with. Wonder how you're doing over there.. enjoying yourself eh. Rangers are waiting for you to come back!

2006-12-18T09:41:00.000-05:00

To be a child is to know the fun of living.
To have a child is to know the beauty of live.

2006-12-13T09:02:00.000-05:00

Thank you everyone, I'm okay already (:
After since I fall sick, my appeitite became worst, or rather very small.
I eat abit and I'm full already. Is this a bad or good thing? Hmmm,

I miss Rangerss! Havent seen Zhihui and Jol in ages, sinced my birthday.
When is our sentosa outinggg?!?
Jol is going Genting this sat for 4 days. Kitming is going Hk for a week, flying next mon.
Gosh, going to miss them.

2006-12-10T00:32:00.000-05:00

Stinkingg! Ahhh! Today's the fifth day. Im going mad la, staying at home.
So sick!!! Yucks! Porridge porridge porridge, everyday!
All those KFC advertisement on television! Damn it!
Cant over-eat otherwise have to face the conseqences =,=
I hate medicine time too!!!!

2006-12-02T08:08:00.000-05:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR. JULIAN CHAN ZHI YU
Darling is officially 18! Yays! Getting his license soon. I cant wait! Hahaa, I'll benefit the most when he finally get his license :x
Sorry I didnt do anything much for you on this special day, but I hope you're happy and that you'll like it. My first time baking a cake okay!! I promise next year will be better & the year after next, all the years to come!!! I'm gonna be the one celebrating with you from now onwards!

Today lunched out with his family at Raffles Place, after that both of us left for Vivo. Vivo was still crowded even though it has already been newly opened for sometime. My darling is like WOLS, his first time there. It was so fun!! Both of us wore our couple tee and everyone was like looking, pointing and laughing at us. Hahaha. My tee reads "HIS GIRLFRIEND", his tee reads " HER BOYFRIEND" Creative? It's copyrighted okay!! That's my birthday present from him. We tried to take photos of our tees together but failed in the many attempts. Photos next time alright.

2006-11-30T10:39:00.000-05:00

Im back from Taiwan!! Okay, like I was back on the 28th people! :D First experience on the airplane was wonderful. I had fun but not lots of fun I must say. Didnt shop spree as expected, winter clothings over there, plus prices aint that worth it. Going to night markets, having different kind of meals, visiting galleries, historical places, musems, parks, the theme park, hot spring! Lots of photos taken and videos at the theme park rides. Will upload when I get it. Had a great experience.. but was lovesick, homesick, bedsick, friendsick! Missed everyone during that one week.

& Today's the 30th.
I'm 15! Hey!! I can make my I/C already!!
Wheee, this year's birthday was great.
Mr. Julian was over at my place last night, both of us were sleepily awaiting for 12am to countdown. I was smart, he bought a big strawberry heart-shaped birthday cake for me. And his present was so nice. Even though he was abit stupid, abit only, to take a picture of the present and put it as his hp main page. Haha, that silly boy. He stayed over for the night after that.
\I really appreciate what you did, every little single thing you did for me. Even though you cant really celebrate and go out with me due to your busy chaotic house moving week like you said, you still did all these for me. Im really touched. Im veryy happy.
I love you, Mr Julian Chan Zhi Yu.

In the afternoon met up with girlfriend rangers, Jamuna, Jolene, Kitming, Weiying, it was nice that Lyana could make it afterall. Went over to bugis to look for Zhihui who was working then off we went for our late lunch. After that we waited for her to finish work and took photos together. Like all 7 of us!! Yays! Then neoprint was without Lyana. Its always like that...
\Thanks for the shoes!! Hey! Dont let me find out one of you were the one who stole my lost shoes ah :x Hahaha. Thanks for surprising me with the shoes. Thanks for spending my birthday with me. Thanks for cominggg. I love all of you!! Looking forward to the long long longgg ago planned sentosa outing!

Thanks to everyone who messaged, called, msn me a greeting too (; Appreciate it that all of you remembered.

2006-11-20T09:21:00.000-05:00

Out with Jam, Ahh Yingg, Lyana and Kit. Wish Zhihui & Mokmok could be here.
It didnt turn out to be a shopping spree for me, didnt buy many things. Is my new bag like HOTTT! (: It costed me 50$, I know its abit not worth it? Nevermind! Most importantly I love it!! Got the things I needed to get for him. So happy! I know it isnt much, I didnt get what I wanted to, got no choice, I hope he'll like it.
Going off in a day time, Wednesday morning I'll be flying.
Wheeee~ Like at last, I get to go on an airplane!!

2006-11-18T10:53:00.000-05:00

Today was a great day. Caught JustFriends with Julian today. He was like laughing damn loud all the way. I shall rate 4/5 stars for that movie. After the movie we were off for dinner with my family & relatives. Dinner was like a damn early birthday celebration for me before I leave for taiwan. It was nice that everyone got to meet him today.
Thank you for coming and everything, I really appreciate it all darling. First was you meeting my parents, family then now my relatives, my grandma, my aunties, uncles and cousins :D
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Even though we knew each other for just like 5 months, together for 3 months plus, both of us agreed that it felt like we were together for a veryyy veryyyy long time. It was just a short period of a month or so, we were friends then not long after we became an item. And now together for 3 months plus going on to our Happy 4th Month together, life has been wonderful with Mr Julian Chan Zhi Yu. Im sure, as long as both of our hearts stick closely to each other, like what he said, 2, 3, 5 even 10 years together will be no problem at all. I want him to be the one who takes me to the future and together we shall create a future of our own. He might not be the first but Im certain he will be the last..

Home is where the heart is. & I know I found my home..

2006-11-15T08:59:00.000-05:00

Yaa I agree, I could have handled the situation alittle better? No, I think alot better than I did just now. I dno what got into me just now la.

2006-11-14T08:33:00.000-05:00

Julian, strum the strings of my heart & it will only sing for you..

2006-11-12T23:00:00.000-05:00

Went to the motor show at Suntec with Julian and his friends, it was Whooo! Cars were all awesome. Car-lovers certainly cant miss this out okay (:
After that, off to start 'work' for boss at his new house. Hahaa. It's like the first ever time you'll catch me doing those housework, mopping the floor, cleaning the dirty toilet and washingg. Lucky you, Julian Chan ZhiYu! Sorry I wasnt of much help around, Im just this stupid and useless girl.

2006-11-11T11:30:00.000-05:00

I would marry anyone who buys me MOTOKRZR phonee !!

2006-11-04T08:29:00.000-05:00

When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand.
When she wants a hug she will just stand there.
When you break a girl's heart, she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later.
When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.
When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful.
When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that.
When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever.

Found these in friendster, found it damn meaningful & definitely true [=

That was me and boyfriend longgg longg ago
when he was not my boyfriend? Haha.
I misss you boyfriend!

2006-11-03T23:23:00.000-05:00

Weeee~
Im going to taiwan for a weeek!!!

2006-10-31T08:21:00.000-05:00

Happy Birthday Potter!!

My leg is so much better, thank you. Hahaa.
Hope you enjoyed the cake.
Why so surprised we remembered your birthday??
This are what friends are for (:

2006-10-29T07:08:00.000-05:00

Jolene Mok Wen Yian listen up!! You owe me a date!!!

Day out with Kit, Jam & Ah yingg yesterday was fun and tiring.I got my nails painted, strawberrie! My nails are definitely look so yummy!!
Went to Little India to get my brows thread too (:
&& I cant wait to get my damn braces off!
Then after the three weeks of school, my hair dyed with boyfriend.
We're going to get same coloured hair. Hahahaa

Merry 3rd Month

2006-10-23T02:17:00.000-05:00

Today is the 23th!! Which makes it the 3rd month we're together.
Merry 3rd Month my world class boyfriend, Mr Julian Chan Zhi Yu :D
Still counting the days, months then the years we're gonna be together...
I love you

2006-10-22T00:58:00.000-05:00

Im bored waiting for some smelly to bathe. So found this in carina's blog and decided to do.

*Hope you dont mind I got this fr you, pretty. Of course I remember you (: Hope you are doing great! It's been a damn long time sinced we last chat.

Survey

1. Single, taken or crushing?

Ans: Taken

2. Are you happy with your life now?

Ans: Yes (:

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall with him fast?

Ans: I dno?

4. Have you ever had your heart broken?

Ans: Duh.

5. Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love acceptable?Ans: NEVER!!

6. Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?

Ans: Maybe? It's hard, unless I love him alot.

7. Have you ever talk about marriage with another before?

Ans: Uh-huh. We're going to get married soon. Lol.

8. Do you want children?

Ans: Yaaa, my children will be as cute as me. hahahaa.

9. H0w many? A boy and a girl?

Ans: Many! 4? 5? Doesnt matter the gender.

10. Would you consider adoption?

Ans: Dont think so.

11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?

Ans: Any way, as long as it gets delivered to me & my heart?

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationship?

Ans: Yaaaa.

13. Be honest, what is the furthest you and you ex did?

Ans: What couples would do.

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Ans: Not really?

15. Are you romantic?

Ans: Me? Romantic? This will have to ask my boyfriend.

16. Do you believe you can change someone?

Ans: Yes, even though it's hard.

17. If you could married somewhere, where would it be?

Ans: Anywhere as long as Im with him :D

18. Do you easily give in when you are fighting?

Ans: I dont fight.

19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?

Ans: Of course, it will go to Mr Julian Chan Zhi Yu

20. Have you ever broken a heart?

Ans: I think so?

21. If one day your best friend fall in love with the guy you deeply in love with, what would you do?

Ans: He will definitely not disappoint me. There's nth I can and will do.

22. Are you missing someone now?

Ans: Yes, I miss him like candy

2006-10-20T09:20:00.000-05:00

Day out with Kitming was fun! Got my haircut at Chapter2, which costed me $27. Satisfied with my haircut(: Damn it! I got no money okay! So many things caught my eye. & Kitming was like "cute cute cute!" all the way. Knowing that I got no money to buy them. I left my no. with 4 different shops today, dont expect to get any calls la. They wont call! Argh, so I guess I wont be working this holiday. Boringgggg.

2006-10-13T02:53:00.000-05:00

Exams are finally over [= Not gonna worry for my results till its out next tue. No use of regretting or what so ever when I know I didnt study hard at all, dont deserve any good grade la. Just pray that I'll get promoted & Im happy.

Yesterday's excursion was great.On cable car ride fr habourfront to sentosa then back again. The boat ride at clark quay was nice. Would have been better if Elena joined us? I miss her.

Im thinking of what to do duringg the holidays. First of cause would be getting my hair into nice colour and shape. Hahaaaa. Maybe a job or something?
After the o'levels exam, the rangers are going on an outingg to sentosa! Cant wait... I really miss those days tgt with all of them! All!!

My love story

2006-10-08T05:52:00.000-05:00

Where do I begin to tell the story of how great a love can be,
the sweet love story that is older than the sea,
the simple truth about the love he brings to me?
Where do I start?

With his first hello he gave a meaning to this empty world of mine,
there'd never be another love another time,
he came into my life and made the living fine.

He fills my heart,
He fills my heart with very special things, with angel songs,
with wild imaginings.
He fills my soul with so much love that anywhere I go,
I'm never lonely.
With him along, who could be lonely?
I reach for his hand, its always there and he'll be there.

How long does it last?
Can love be measured by the hours in a day?
I have no answers now, but this much I can say,
I know I'll need him till the stars all burn away (:

& Today is the 11th weeek we're happily together.

2006-10-07T05:23:00.000-05:00

The race started.
The hare was soooo fast, while the tortise was slow behind,
trying hard to catch up.
Then, on the way, the tortise passed a snail.
The snail seemed to be having a hard time.
So the tortise told the snail "Hop on. I'll carry you!"
The two of them continued the race.
Then, they met a worm on the way.
Seeing the worm having a hard time too, the tortise called the worm to get on him too.
When the worm got up, he said hi to the snail.
& guess what the snail said to the worm??
"He's Fast!!!!" :D

2006-10-02T04:02:00.000-05:00

Mt paper today was terrible. I cant say its hard, I just cant understand the meaning of the words plus my paper1 letter writing was damn short & I think I wrote out of point for my compo? Wth! There goes the thought of maintaining my first ever A2 in chinese fr last semester!! Argh!
Lene dearest is down with sore eyes. Aiyooo, take care of bf until ownself get sore eyes. Silly girl! Better get well real sooon. Drink lots of water & take care okay!! I Misss You!!
The B-a-n-a-n-a, Elena has just contracted chicken pox! Omg, why didnt I get in close contact with her today!! I want chicken pox too!!! You better take good care too, Itchy Itchy Scratchy Scratchy! Dont scratch okayy, dont want any scars ya. Will miss you doublly lots when you are not around(:

You are the one

2006-09-29T08:43:00.000-05:00

I will do anything for you

It's early in the morning
another day is gone
I can't wait to feel your arms around me - again
I believe that we could lay down the world
Together we could live the dream that never ends

Open up the door
just a little more
and baby let me in

You are the one, you are the one
who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sunshine wherever you go

You are the one, why make it harder
than it has to be?
Just listen,
I'll give you love, if you give me your heart
(you are the one)

Everytime i'm near you
time is standing still
There's nothing you can't fix with your heavenly smile (no no)
I would never leave you
my love is for life
so taking things for granted was never my stile

Just give a little love,
say you'll never stop
I'll do anything

You are the one, you are the one
who can makes moments last forever
the one that makes the sunshine wherever you go

You are the one, why make it harder
than it has to be?
Just listen,
I'll give you love, if you give me your heart

(Why make it harder? )

I'll do anything (if you give me your heart)
If you give me your heart

I'll do anything

You are the one, you are the one
who can makes moments last forever
the one that makes the sunshine wherever you go

You are the one, why make it harder
than it has to be?
Just listen,
I'll give you love, if you give me your heart...

p/s: You know You are the one darlingg boy.

Most smiles are started by a smile (:

2006-09-21T10:56:00.000-05:00

So much for getting overly-excited about getting my braces off today -,-
The dentist & my parents insisted that its not done up perfect yet.
Argh! another 2 more visit or so. Hopefully by dec or next jan?

2006-09-19T07:04:00.000-05:00

Happy Birthday Ah Yingggg :D

2006-09-17T04:12:00.000-05:00

term4 week1 has come to an end, that's left with 2 more weeks for revision before the eoy exams.

Despite of the coming exams, this weekend was great(: Shopping both days. Yesterday was a tiring day with elena, bought the thing i eyed longg ago... So happy! Then a pair of high heels. Yipeee! Everyone should know i wanna s-t-e-p tall. Hahahaaa.

Today was even better, out with my family. Got another pair of shoes, & a bag. And guess what ?! i realised the heels, shoes and bag are all ribbons -,- okayy, is this like a ribbon craze or what ??? Lol.

& My beloved father, bought me the Zen V plus i wanted!! Yays!

Today makes it the 8th week we are together.

2006-09-09T02:22:00.000-05:00

Look thats us, doing cip last sat :DD

today's a boringgg day .
Zoo trip was postponed to next week.
strucked at home,
celebrating dad's birthday later on tonight with my cousins & everyone [=

2006-09-08T23:54:00.000-05:00

okayyy...
Jamuna just sent this to me before signing out.

(i know i look damn kuku in this! But! Its made by my darling okay!)

Then, Zhihui sent me this!

Yays!
Lyana is back! Everyone is back fr obs!!
Kitming's gonna be back sooon too!
Cant wait to see Rangers when sch reopens ((:

sentosa

2006-09-08T10:16:00.000-05:00

sentosa with aiai was fun ^^
we played with water,
gossiped underwater you know us , the beachy girls. hahaha.
took photos. But many of mine are kuku!
Because there was no camera man today,
so we ended up taking for each other.
& didnt manage to take lovely pics TOGETHER!!

ME ME ME !!

US US US ! :DDD

Hey! Im not gng to leave YOU out!

The HUGE lizard (dno what its called la)
we saw fr opposite which swam ashore.
scaryy you know xD

2006-09-07T09:05:00.000-05:00

Studied for a thinny winny bit at mac,
then Zhihui, Zhiyu & I went to town in search of flip-flops.
Damn expensive la! So Zhihui didnt get any.
It's been like ages sinced we went out tgt, & took a pic? (:

Look at this:
VS
HANDSOME _________ PRETTY

*dont kill me if you see this ok! :x

Last but not least,

My cute rockstar sister :D

&& Not forgetting ,

The cutest Girl that ever lived
*hope i didnt scare anyone. hahahaaa.

Misses

2006-09-05T05:32:00.000-05:00

Miss the Rangers many many.

Lyana went for obs already. Hope Kitming is enjoying herself at hongkong (: AhYingg and Jammie have been busy slackingg tgt, mokmok is datingg weewee. Zhihui is bored at home, mugging. But! still cute okay! Hahaa. Me?

Im rotting at home, stinking with Mr Kuku Julian too! :DD

The I Love You Cookie fr Me to Him (:

He finally ate it after so long. Hahaa.

2006-09-04T09:30:00.000-05:00

Sat was horrible, doing cip with hundreds, thousand students fr other schs.
We had to wait under the hot sun for mr. president for the opening ceremony of the President Star Challenge 2006. (if that's what you call it)
Then we picked piles of dead leaves, (& if that's what you call rubbish?!)
But overall it was worth it, with free macdonald brkfast & lunch (:
& not forgetting the cip points we will get.

Sunday was family day, went shopping with my family.
My mum spent a BOMB on me yesterday.
i bought two tops fr ebase, an umbrella, a top fr m)phosis, a tee & shorts fr outfitters.
not forgetting the 150$+ i spent on my lingeries. Lol.
hey! i bought a cute melody pj suit tooo! for yr information, i dont wear pj's to sleep okay!
i wear them at home(: okay.... im talkingggg shit!

Today!
Am gng to get my hair dyed with aiai.
Then i think we'll hit town or smwhere else ?

2006-09-01T23:52:00.000-05:00

Swollen eyes , Awful act.
Trying to be happy , still wanting to hang on.
Then she could not take it anymore
Broke down ..
Felt better after that ?
I guess many things have been reading through her mind .
But still , she chose to remain quiet.
She kept everything to herself , not wanting to tell us all.
Now this decision she made,
Would hurt , it would be sad to part at first.
But then slowly slowly, Im sure she wont regret making this decision ?
She would Live Happily Ever After :D

Kitming !
I will Miss You when you're overseas .
We Will All Miss you !!
Take Care okay . Rangers Loves ~

Girlfriend Rangers

2006-08-31T23:30:00.000-05:00

I Turn To You
( Dedicated to All of You , Rangers . Jam, Wei Ying, Lyana, Jolene, Zhihui, Kitming )

When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way.
And when I'm scared, losing ground,
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there
- pushing me to the top, girl.
You're always there, giving me all you've got.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm.
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on.
For everything you do, for everything that's true
I turn to you.
When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing,
'Cause your love inspires me.(Yes it does)
And when I need a friend,
You're always on my side
Giving me faith , taking me through the night.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
I turn to you.
For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain,
For a truth that will never change,
For someone to lean on,
For a heart I can rely on through anything,
For that one who I can run to...
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true
For everything you do,for everything that's true
I turn to you...

p/s: To my Part-time Boyfriend too ! you know who you are . winks*

Filled with love

2006-08-31T23:00:00.000-05:00

Happy Teacher's Day !! ( if any teacher gets to see this ? )
As a result , our cross country was cancelled today . all thanks to the rain ! yea .
The two host did a wonderfull job ! sylvia & my jamunaNa !!
Zhihui , 4/8's preformance was a sucess too ! :D

My Heart's Greatest Pianist

2006-08-30T17:29:00.000-05:00

That's my life's music, my heart's greatest pianist .
& he is progressing well . But , Of course ! With my help :DD

You Are My Sunshine After The Rain

2006-08-29T18:36:00.000-05:00

The rain stopped the day You walked Into My Life (:

L.O.V.E

2006-08-15T16:44:00.000-05:00

Her and her and her.
I mean : It is , just her. It was , at first , just her.
Her is me , I am her.
First-person singular: I
There was just me.
And you. Somewhere out there , there's you.
And I'm glad there's you. And im glad that i know that there's you now.
And somewhere, somewhere, there's a little we.
A little we that will still be there no matter what happens now.
First-person plural : We.
I . And You.
You. And I.
We.

Off Soon !

2006-08-15T15:37:00.000-05:00

YAYS ! the dentist said hopefully by the next visit i can get my braces off already . whooo , its like F-I-N-A-L-L-Y OKAY ! :DD 2 more months .. cant wait .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2006-08-14T03:26:00.000-05:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO STEVEN & LESLIE WEE MOK MOK (:

Mr Julian Chan Zhiyu (:

2006-08-11T23:44:00.000-05:00

I Miss You .
I didnt know what the word MISS meant before .
now I know :D

yays !!

2006-08-11T11:56:00.000-05:00

YAYS TO BUBU ZHIHUI ! IM SO PROUD OF YOU , WE ARE ALL SO HAPPY FOR YOU TOO ! told you , believe in yrself & you can do it . so all the hard work & effort studying for chinese wasnt wasted at all right . like you said 1 down & 4 more to go my dear (: jiayou ! all the best !! i love you . blushes* lol .
rmb times when you fall , i'll catch , we'll all catch :D even if you weigh 100000 tons alright. ahem ahem .

happy bday hechen . happy bday sg

2006-08-09T07:28:00.000-05:00

today's like ..
Happy Birthday to Hechen
Happy Birthday to Singapore too :D
just nbr fail to forget his bday every yr . aint i so nice ? lol . my gd brother , hope you have a wonderful 15th birthday this yr (:

netball was shit

2006-08-06T04:39:00.000-05:00

netball was like shit today . we got 2nd fr the back alright . so embarassing ! teammates got injured & lyana is sick . take gd care of yrself alright ! get well soon (: && thanks for coming to support us zhihui ! be a nice lil gentle lady ! haha . you know , i know can already . winks ,
LOVE THE RANGERS

fireworks romance xD

2006-08-06T04:05:00.000-05:00

thanks for a wonderful night darlinggg .
fireworks with you last night was great :D

You are the only one .

2006-08-02T07:38:00.000-05:00

not announcing to the whole world . But i seriously dont get mood swings when its the time of the month alright :D haha . sch has been the same , boring . but my life has beeen wonderful ever since , nbr regreted crossing this path my dear . loving you more & more each day as time passes by .

i dont need to loook anymore because you are here , you are all that i want (:

Mr Julian Chan Zhiyu (:

2006-08-01T09:13:00.000-05:00

i just realised that i've beeen blogging regularly since last wk , so i've decided not to spoil it all la . therefore , im here to add a post for today (:
sch is boringggg . & if im not wrong , seems like we're not gng to have any common tests for this term but just class tests then straight for end of yr exams next term . its like gd la , but come to think of it also have disadvantage , like our marks will get pulled down if we dont do well for our sch work & class tests -,- its abt time to pay attention in class & do sm serious work lynne ! reminding myself ?!?! like since when did i lasted had an A grade in my report card ? argh . maybe a B3, B4 also difficult ah ...
& to my darlinggg : you better start revisinggg too ! prelim's round the corner and dont love me so much until you wantu take o'levels the same yr as me ah :x i'll definitely whack you alright ! i'll give you the push that you need , you just dno how naggy i can get yet ;P

darlingggg boy

2006-07-30T21:46:00.000-05:00

Our Love Station on our 1week tgt :DD
hahaa , sorry the pic's like abit scaryy . there's like sth at my mouth , like a lollipop ? but its not ok ! there's nth . & if you see it enlarged the mirror is like scratched but its not ok !! scaryyy ah xD
went to 3 librarys with him today , didnt finish what i was supposed to do also . but at least i did sm work (: hahaa . we are like cold today you know , both of us wearing long sleeve . & we always end up in the sm places . cwp , jurong ent. , imm , lot1 ? lol . we should start to go to other placesssss , i promise / hahaha .

2006-07-29T21:30:00.000-05:00

Girlfriend Rangers (:
They are the onces who are there for me through thick & thin . They nbr fail to make my day . Because of them , im sure that Girlfriends Are Forever . We have lots of fun tgt , giggle tgt , play tgt , laugh tgt , gossip tgt , sing tgt , we even cry tgt . Been through those heartbreaks , crushes , those many many tears & laughters with each other .
Jamuna , Kitming , Lyana , Zhihui , Weiying & Jolene , I Love You For Every Everything . I could nbr have make it without you guys by my side .

:D

2006-07-29T10:45:00.000-05:00

he looks gong gong at home . hahaaa , my darlinggggg boy (:

Happy Bday Cutie (:

2006-07-21T21:30:00.000-05:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUTIE JIE , ZHIHUI (:

wei , dont tell me this is the only day when you know you are nbr alone , when you feeel you are lovedddd ? thats sad to hear ok .. nbrm ! i shall shower you with lots & lots & lots more more more LOVE fr now on alright . & because today's ur special day i shall call you CUTIE for once . just this ONCE ! lol . i sure hope you had a HAPPY birthday this yr . && the Go-Go Power Rangers will be celebrating ur many many birthdays with you in the yrs to come too . Girlfriends Are Forever .

And not forgetting , happy racial harmony day to all . this yr sure was a great racial harmony for us . the gugu jolene doesnt wantu wear ethnic costumes with us , but its alright . there's still next yr jolene mok wen yian ! :P

:D

2006-07-09T15:00:00.000-05:00

你知道吗，你以经给了我最大的礼物哪就是陪伴(: 谢谢你。

sweeety

2006-07-09T14:45:00.000-05:00

YOU KNOW YOU LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL THAT NIGHT IN THE CITY OF BLINDING LIGHT

i love my darling

2006-06-01T10:02:00.000-05:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING , JAMMY :DD
the girl who nbr fails to make me laugh & is always here for me no matter what /
appreciate everythng you have done for me .
cherish our this 2yrs+ friendship & countinggg ...
I LOVE YOU ,
& WE LOVE YOU (: